I loved you. Oh i rlly did. No matter how many times we didn’t work or call off, i always wanted to work with you. but i knew i didn’t have self respect around you. and i didn’t like that. us touching lips was the only times i ever felt that i had your full attention. I never kept what we had because you always made me feel belittled. like i was a complicated person. you made me feel undeserving of love. but i could never hate you. although my flesh wishes it could. I love you, and wish we could’ve genuinely worked out. “You’ve touched my body before you have even bought me flowers. which is crazy because i love flowers”