everytime i think about if you ever really loved me I remember the post you had with the audio “I wonder if Rita is looking at the same moon” . you were never really over her carter were you .? Gosh I feel so fucking stupid . of course you never even liked me why would you . I hate you carter all you did was waste my time . you knew before we even began dating you knew you would be my first kiss my first bf my first anything carter heck you were the first guy I ever fricking hugged you knew all that you were the first guy I ever had actual feelings for and you asked me to be your girlfriend . you asked me knowing you weren’t over her . i knew I wouldn’t be your first anything . I hope you’re happy carter maybe it helped you get over her or maybe it made you miss her more but all you really did was insert yourself in my life , acted like you loved me and then leave like I never even mattered . all you did was make me feel about you the same way you felt about her . you really are an awful person carter. why didn’t I see that before . -lu