bryden ill never be able to fully move on. so many things happened between us and i remember every. single. one. it’s like you’re trying to forget me or something. you act like i dont even exist. i don’t know who you like but i hope she treats you with the love you deserve. i always hope that maybe just maybe you would come back. i know you won’t but i still really want you to. the first two weeks of december were prime “us” i take everything for granted i miss those days. i cry about you so much because i miss you so so much. i can’t even put how much i miss you into words. every time i see you i feel sad and mad and disappointed but the only thing i used to feel when i saw you was happy. it hurts my head and it hurts my stomach it hurts my chest my whole body aches knowing you don’t want me anymore. your blue eyes are so so so beautiful and your smile is so so so beautiful too. i love the little curls in your hair. i just hate the way you don’t like me. i hate it more when i remember how much you used to. we never even dated but i feel so so connected to you. please come back. i still love you. i know “love” is a little bit of an exaggeration but it’s okay it’s okay. i still cry almost every time i remember when i walked by you and our arms touched and i didn’t mean to do that. my arm was really hot and yours was really cold. i remember when you were looking at me in ss for the first time by the chromebook cart. i remember when we were doing that partner paper and you sat behind me and and you were pushing your desk up as high as you could to get closer to mine and your friend that sat close was smirking at me while i was standing up in the back of the class. “get rizzy” i remember when I came back from the bathroom at lunch and you and your friend in my science class were looking at me. your friend always looked at me after that. i remember when we were walking to the other gym and me and my friends were infront of you and your friends and i was smiling while looking at you while you were smiling at your friend then looked up at me while smiling and your pupils grew so so big. i remember in 1st period when i was walking up to the teachers desk and when i walked by your table you and your friend were looking at me and while i was up there i took a while then you went up there too and that was veryyyy awkward but it made me happy. i remember when that friend and you looked at me occasionally at the same time in PE. i remember when YOU looked at me in PE ALL THE TIME. there’s so many more but these are some of my favorites. oh how much I miss you. did i do something wrong? i dont know why you don’t want me anymore. i just want our spark back. i just want YOU back. you’re not coming back so i have no choice but to move on. i kind of like a new guy and he’s really funny and kind of nice sometimes but ill always miss you deep deep deep down. i hope things always so great for you and ill always miss you. please come back in the future.