I don’t know how to stop crying. I’ve been doing better and you’d be so proud of me. My first therapy appointment is tomorrow, I actually meet with 2 therapists this week–it’s kinda scary. I’m gonna start going to the gym. Baby you’d be so proud of for another reason. so the show I’m in is getting turned into more of a musical and I have a big SOLO and guess what GUESS WHAT LOVE!!! IT’S A ROCK SOLO!! AND AND AND IN THE NEW VERSION OF THE SHOW MY CHARACTER IS EVEN MORE IMPORTANT!!! UGH there’s so much I wanna yap to you about. I love you bry