the thought of me cheering for you at your basketball games. the thought of me thinking i had a chance. the thought that you liked me back? the thought of your smile. the thought of how dry you were. the thought of how i clowned myself ever time i texted first. the thought of your laugh. the thought of your plan. the thought of how much i thought we would work out. the thought of your green eyes in the sun. the thought of your curly hair. the thought of the first snap you sent me. the thought of the pics you would send me of you with funny filters. the thought of how dry you got with the black screen snaps and fire an emoji for streaks. the thought of you telling me to stfu in your zesty voice. the thought of how happy you made me. the thought of ppl shipping us and ruining that all.