I love you but not in the way you want me to. I don’t know how to tell you that, I try to get you to notice that. I’m not made for you, you deserve so much better. You deserve someone who shows you love in the way you give it. I am not able to return your affection and love to you. The way you give it to me, overwhelms me and I feel worse every time about how I feel. I want you to move on and forget about me but we’re still together and even though I’m so emotionally distant from you and everyone I can’t find it in myself to tell you, to break up with you, that makes me a huge asshole. I’m sorry for being such a mess and I’m sorry for feeling this way.