ashton, i’m never going to forgive your actions, ever. i have no idea why i keep you in my life again, and again. its a horrible cycle that i’ve stopped preventing in my life. i’ll feel like a bitch if suddenly, one day, i stop speaking to you. you’ve shared my secrets and my fears with no remorse. i hope you mature and i hope in another life you never took that photo of me and i never got your phone number. i wish that it was just a crush that burnt out sooner.
thank you, for everything.
lou.