I’m sorry my old addictions caused you to fall out of love with me. You told me this and despite you saying your love for me is back now we were never able to connect intimately or romantically again. I’m sorry I hurt you. Knowing deep down that theres no mutual attraction has killed my love too. I hope someday we can make it work but the more time passes the more we push each other away. I will always cherish you no matter what happens but I don’t think I can do this much longer. I see how much happier you are with them and I wish you the best my dear husband 💗