When I wrote you on January 1st, I thought that was going to be my last time writing you forever. However, as I am reading my book, I cannot turn my brain off from remembering the moments that we shared. On September 30th is when you informed me that you knew that I liked you. After you shared that with me, when we finished dinner, we went outside to sit in the grass. Even though we were in public, it felt like we were the only two people in the world who existed. In the grass is where I would share one of my biggest fears with you. Throughout our entire relationship, I felt so comfortable being with you because you felt like the person that God has always known that I needed in my life. Even though our relationship has ended, I see now that God put you in my life for a different reason than I thought. Thanks for being my lesson! C ya!