I’ve told you that I’m sorry a million times by now but Ace I meant it. And I know there’s nothing I can do , neither will you read this but please know that I love you so much, so much. And the last time I saw you you looked so miserable that I came home and cried. Whatever you do in life, please be okay and maybe someday call me. I love you, but I’ve accepted that I’m not the one you want, I’m not a man. I’ll never be one either, that’s why I left for one myself too. I’ll never come to terms with being a lesbian after you.

I love you.
N.