hey i miss u. stay well for me, yeah? i know u wont but i just wanted to tell u anyways because every night i keep getting this gut wrenching feeling in my stomach and it keeps twisting and churning when i think of u. if only things ended differently, and i wish we could’ve dated. i hate myself so much i wish i wasnt born. i loved u so much i dont know what happend but now i wanna throw up and theres blood allover my floor. fuck.