hey alec, i miss you. i always wonder how you’re doing and i’m sorry for just going ghost on you. we’re both different people now and i know there’s no shot of us ever being friends again, but i’ve always wanted to tell you that you are the reason i’m the way i am today. you meant so much to me during the lowest point of my life and you were the only joy i had. it probably wasn’t as deep for you but you meant everything to me. you were the only reason i was truly happy and i just wish i could’ve seen that sooner, maybe then i wouldn’t have let you go. we were just immature teenagers but i always wonder if we’d still be talking had i responded to the last message you’d sent me. oh and btw, i’m pretty sure i was in love you and we were both too dumb to realize. angway… bye boi

-n (person who you’d yap about connie springer to)